Extreme Make Over for Sashimi

When we just got Sashimi, her eye condition was really bad and part of her body was almost bald because of the skin problems. One week later, she started to hack and cough badly. We found out that she's got kennel cough from the shelter we adopted her from. The vet told us that there is nothing we can help except providing comfort and antibiotics. She kept coughing for two weeks and finally stopped.

It's been two months since she came to us. Her coat has started to shine and the bald part has covered with fur. Though she is still bothered with skin problem due to the flea allergy. She's happy and enjoys her life with us.

It's been another 3 months after I last updated. Sashimi's got a sister, Suki, and we 've been giving her enzyme to help her odor and skin problem. Her coat has shined and felt very soft.

so frustrated

Sometimes I felt so frustrated living in this house..
Sharing my marriage with all these friends of my husband's..

I am not like these americans
who drink to have fun
I am not like these americans
who are so spontaneous
I am not like these americans
who laugh at stupid things

I do not understand their humor
I do not understand what classics they are talking about
And I do not want to understand anymore..

I sometimes just want some moment with my husband
when he is off
Especially when I have Saturdays and Sundays off
and his are Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays

When he is distracted by them
I always felt neglected
felt that he likes them more than me
he thinks they are more fun to hang out with
than me

And when I am hurt..
I want to hurt his feelings too..
I want to hurt his feelings so bad that
he will know how hurt I am..

And I do not want to feel like I am the bitch in the house..